Marlboro…

Published on May 26, 2009 in Life. 1 Comment Tags: , .

Now, you might be thinking why on earth is a student talking about a cigarette company? Of course I’m not promoting or writing anything related to “the cigarette” it self but about the name Marlboro… It’s a pretty famous and well known name amongs adults and maybe few teenagers. I always wondered what the name was or was about, and I heard an interesting story related to it.

So, this is how it goes…

There once was a poor man, very poor. Then one day, he falls in love with a woman with an enormous amount of wealth he can’t possibly imagine. The two soon fell in love with each other and decides to get married. But just like any other typical love story, with the disagreement of the girl’s parents, they send her off far far away from him. He, devastated wonders and looks for her for years. Finally, after several years past, he finds her house, and finally meets her on a rainy day in front of the house. But unlike what the guy wished for, the girl tells him that she loved him but that she is getting married tomorrow. The guy with no reaction, simply askes her to stay with him until he finishes one cigarette, so the girl does. Back then cigarettes weren’t made with filters but handrolled. Just like the fast buring cigarette, the time flew by like seconds and soon the girl walked back to the house without even turning back. Ten years past, the guy hears that the girl just lost her husband. When one day he sees her in her car, he stops and tells her that, he still loves her no matter how old or poor she is and asks if she would marry him. The girl in sudden shock, doesn’t know what to say and tells him that she will tell him the next day in front of the same house. But when the man arrived there the next day to see her, she was already gone, tied her self and died. After her death, he started his own small industry which soon became to be the most popular cigarette company… but named after his own experience…

“Man Always Remember Love Because Of Romance Only…”

MARLBORO……………..

Favorite Quote 4

Published on May 2, 2009 in Joy. 0 Comments

“If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.”

-Winnie the Pooh

Thank you girls for the lovely birthday presents you guys gave me :)

I will always love you guys forever…

Art…

Published on April 15, 2009 in Wonderland. 0 Comments

Okay basically this is going to be my random brain writing about what I think about art is. It may be very disorganized and hard to understand but it’s just really going to be my train of thought about art.

As most of you know, I am OBSESSED about art and anything single thing related to it. I don’t even know when or how I started to get so into art but since when I was young, I was simply just fascinated with the stories that people told me about art and how the world uses art. My mom used to tell me how wonderful it would be to live a life of an artists or anything related to it. To me, art was always something that is a pleasure to the our eyes, the visual way of expressing our concious mind and thought, or sometimes even our hidden emotions. Art, although had many different purpose and reason for it’s creation comes down to the point how “art for art’s sake”, really just like what the modernists said, art really should be all about the artist, the creator and what they think about. People always come up to me and ask and complain about how sometimes many of the art works don’t have a specific purpose or how people don’t see the point of Duchamp, Dali, Warhol, and Magritte. But I always answer back, art is not meant to be a pleasure or was not simply created for the sake of visual purpose but it’s made because it’s a way or expression. Just like writing, people always don’t have to think beautiful or pretty when looking at art. Art was created to express one’s own story and explain them to others in a very special and unique way. Even a single garment on a couture runway can be a way of expression for that designer. Like what Chanel said “Fashion is not something that exists in dresses only. Fashion is in the sky, in the street, fashion has to do with ideas, the way we live, what is happening.” Just like that art is a certain way that people created on this earth to prove the fact that people don’t always have to see or hear or think about things in one single perspective. Just because of a single dictionary definition, it does not stop people or artist from thinking the way they want to and the way they want to express their thoughts. Again to people who really don’t appreciate art or don’t really understand art, I just would like to say, open your eyes and see the world around you. Think about the things around you and then really see the art and try to understand what they were trying to express throught this piece and don’t just the piece by it’s artistic techniques but the way it is composed and set up to show what the artist wanted to show.

 

Die grosse Familie- Rene Magritte

Favorite Quote 3

Published on April 2, 2009 in Joy. 0 Comments

“Fashion is not something that exists in dresses only. Fashion is in the sky, in the street, fashion has to do with ideas, the way we live, what is happening.”

 

-Coco Chanel

Life….really?

Published on March 28, 2009 in Life. 0 Comments

Sometimes I really just hate my life. I know this may seem like a really common thing among teenagers at this age but seriously I just sometimes question myself what am I doing? Until now I really didn’t know where I stood in this road of life. Actually, I knew where I stood but I always sugar coated life in such a sweet way to escape or deny the pain it’s been giving me. I always thought to myself or thought or believed that I was running, walking, skipping, jumping and was moving forward in this long road of life. But these days, I feel like I’m in the middle of no where and just seems like I’m at the same location where I was yesterday or even last month. Just like the clock I see next to my bed, it spins and goes around the same place over and over again. I ask myself, I ask my heart, what is this feeling of emptiness, the pain, the agony inside? Again I wait but no answer but the pain and anger that I always feel inside me. I searched for the answer, I keep asking myself every single freaking day what is this feeling, I really sometimes wish that someone just yells the answer aloud at my face. But just like I expected no one, not even myself knows the answer. What was this torn piece of heart that I’m missing? Is it love? Pain? Sadness? Anger? Regret? Happiness? Today again as I’m writing this blog, I walk and run the same foot steps that I created last time thinking to myself with this empty heart. I really do want to cry and scream this frustration, but I know better than anyone else that I have no reason to do this… Just like that although I feel the love and the happiness in life, I continue to walk the same road and path that I took last time with the empty heart that I am missing somewhere out there that I dont’ know about…

Yes…This is what I have in mind about you…

Published on March 25, 2009 in Wonderland. 0 Comments Tags: , .

The 7 reasons why I hate you…….

1. because you make me laugh
2. because you care
3. because you are open to me
4. because of your smile
5. because you are so sweet
6. because you make me smile

7. because you leave me no choice but to miss you……..

Favorite quote 2

Published on March 16, 2009 in Uncategorized. 0 Comments

“An artist is someone who produces things that people don’t need to have but that he – for some reason – thinks it would be a good idea to give them.”

-Andy Warhol

 

Favorite Quote 1

Published on March 15, 2009 in Uncategorized. 1 Comment

“Happiness is a journey, not a destination.

Dance, like no one is watching you.

Love, like you’ve never been hurt before.

Sing, like no can hear you.

Work, like you don’t need money.

Live, like heaven is on earth.”

                                          -Alfred De Souza-

 

 

Humans Emotions… then comes anger…

Published on March 8, 2009 in Uncategorized. 0 Comments
Anger is one of the main emotions that determine human actions. Just like love, anger can come and go in a matter of seconds. You might think that anger is a much more simpler emotion, but it actually isn’t. Anger is like a droplet of water. It starts out by forming into a small water drop, then it waits. It holds and contains itself from the outside world. Holding both the key and the lock in its hands, she thinks and thinks again about the past. Thinking again and again what went wrong, what was it that tangled the whole string of my conscience… Soon two doors appear, one leading to the light, the light of forgiveness or fighting over your own mistakes and mis-steps taken. On the other hand, with just one step, you can fall may step right in front of the second door, the door of scream, horror and terror. Full of scream and tears, continuously thinking about the broken relationship and mind. Some are under the grief and terror of their own mistakes, but some might be under the constant fighting and push and pull over who is right or wrong. Then they realize that, all the mess and the tangle was worth nothing but a pain to their own heart. All it ended up was a single strand of red string. The red string of humans, that we will never see but our inner souls. Anger is just a worthless and useless work of tangling those strings. But in order to reach the light of happiness and to open the door to your heart and others, it is crucial and must be taken. But remember everything comes with pain and the ending is unknown but is your own decision and choice to determine them.

Human Emotions… the first is love…

Published on March 8, 2009 in Uncategorized. 0 Comments
Human emotions can be pretty tough to control sometimes. Without even noticing, it can take over your whole body and mind in a second. In one moment you might be singing for your love, but it can also take only a second to hurt them and tear their heart into pieces. Love probably is the most complex and twisted part of a human emotions.

It all starts out simple. The beating and thumping of your heart, the sudden rush of joy you feel, and the state of mind that you can never describe with words. Just as simple as that, love comes in and takes over your self. Soon the joy brings a burden of hope. The mixed messages, code and password to the final destination of one’s heart. It can be simple as a word, but sometimes it can take more than a paragraph to describe. No one except for their selves know what is behind those doors. Sometimes it is so confusing and crazy that you, your self might get lost behind those door steps. Once you get lost, you are on your own. No one but your self can know the answer or the right path to the truth. When you stand in front of that door, your mind goes blank. It might take ages and ages for you to find that right answer for the door to open or it may never… That’s when the tears come. Heartbroken and regretting your hopes and thought about it. And you return to your everyday life, but still in search of your perfect one with the never broken red string. But for those of you who were successful in opening the door, I fully congratulate you for finally achieving what you have always dreamed of. But I must warn you that although the door has opened for you, do not put your nerves to the side. With just a even small twist in words or phrase everything can go wrong. You may be covered with guilt, hate, depression, or sorrow. Just as when you thought that nothing can go wrong, everything can go wrong. Still remember, it is not your fault, no one’s fault, but just the narrow understanding and interpretation level of human beings. You might be heartbroken, you might never come out of the pit hole of misery, but I tell you that it’s just for those who blame each other and deny their mistakes. When the two component, or the two heart reaches their equilibrium, the final door will open. No one knows, not even does your mind know what’s in there. But only the one’s who have been there will remember and keep that memory to their selves forever and ever. That is love, the simple stage of equilibrium between two different heart.